So, for those of you who are not aware - over the last several weeks I have gone through a series of Sleep Studies to ascertain whether or not I have a sleeping disorder. These are pictures of my CPAP machine (Continuous Positive Airway Pressure).
The story behind this goes a little something like this:
Basically, for as long as I can remember, I have had trouble sleeping through the night. In fact, I used to believe I was not a morning person because I have always been so tired in the morning no matter how soon I got to bed the evening before. AND, it was a very rare ocassion for me to sleep through the night with very few, or no, interruptions; that being waking up during the night for whatever reason.
I think on average I would wake up 5 or 6 times a night. Anyway, here I was, struggling to get up every morning because no matter what I never slept enough. Times like this you wonder what's wrong with you, while others start to form opinions regarding the type of person you are.
Eventually I started learning about sleeping disorders - this was information I randomly came across, not sought for. More particularly Sleep Apnea. And as I learned of these conditions I began to become convinced that I had one of them; just wasn't sure which one. But curiosity and everything else stopped there because I had no means or resources to check it out.
As my 20's kept moving forward, I started hearing about sleep clinics, and that certainly raised an eyebrow. But, again, that's where it ended because years ago I just didn't have the means to do anything about it.
Recently, however, I did something about it. You ever heard that phrase, "tired of being tired"? Well that was me!
Shortly after Amber and I got married I was just tired of being tired. And what's worse, I believed it was significantly affecting my ability to perform, learn, and progress at work - simply because doing some of the most routine tasks was hard for me because it made me want to doze off. I just plain could not focus enough because I never got adequate sleep the night before.
(Yeah, yeah, and I'm not going to get any with the baby either, right..........................)
So I finally decided to do something about it. And since I am holding down my first real job with great medical coverage, and a double income, I could even afford to do something about it.
What I finally did will have to come later. This is taking longer than I thought and I need to get to bed. SO, more to come. And if you comment on this, I might actually post the next entry much sooner than I otherwise would!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
